sassy little punkin's fancypants
the cherry on the cake of life
yeah, so this is my second blog. my mini-blog. my short and sweet blog. things i want to say, but not on the main blog. sometimes they are cute things. sometimes they are stupid.
but, just as things are on my "real" blog, what i say here is purely and unapologetically me.
so there.
fancy pants: shiny bits and random pieces from the famous
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Thursday, August 14, 2003
status: precarious
i am broke beyond words. i am tired. i am depressed, possibly chemically/clinically. i am lonely but content to be alone. i have ambitions that must take a backseat to obligations. i can't afford my car, my phone, my rent. i can't seem to get any help from the people at financial aid, or my father. my father lets me down time and time again, and i hate having to stoop to the level of relying on him for help. i am sick of the struggle. i am sad. very sad. i am frustrated. stressed. scattered. scared. angry. uncertain. poor. confused. feeling undeserving of many things. beholden to many. unable to take care of myself. not proud of things that i can't go back and change. willing but unable to fix things in my life. sorry. worried i might not be strong enough. in a state of flux between panic of reality and a state of denial. lost in a past that wasn't mine. looking for the future.
2:38 PM
Lindsay
Sunday, August 10, 2003
word
still cunnilingus say antohrerw word wallpapwer wait no nape aditronsak 1966
hwhwhhhw
never blog drunk
don't fall asleep
i'm not asleep oooooh.
you're a fuckin train wtreck just like me
12:46 AM
Lindsay
